oh yes . . .  i have not forgotten you : P

it has been a while since i last touch on this blogging land , seem like whenever I update  it will be something more emotional and something not that worth celebrating.

well, been few months into the job and yet I feel that I am not contributing much , alot of time i am just someone who is trying to keep things going. I felt like a puppet whose hands and legs are tied and been controlled by someone up there.

I guess the need of power is very great, especially for someone who has been in power for some time. I do not feel empowered, I feel like i am always instructed or if not there will always be a voice behind trying to push agenda.

I guess is time for you to let go.

Felt been cheated into this situation . . .